RainbowFever

Life and death Breathing and suffocating Love and hate Trying and failing What am I doing? Why am I here? Why am I breathing? ... Am I ever going to choose a career? Why won't he love me? Why don't they care? Does it even matter? ... Do I really want to grow out my hair? I don't understand I just don't get it I wish I was never here Wish, wish, wish my candle was never lit Have I changed anyone? Would they notice, if I left? Have I ever been a person's person? Has my love ever been kept? What's the point of learning? What's the point of keeping healthy? What's the point of innocence? What's the point of being attractive